So last time I posted was a very bad night, some stuff happened with my dad, and everything I had ever worked towards was taken away. I spent a week and a half... Badly, I guess. It was, so far, the worst week I have ever had, definitely. I was in an absolutely awful place. But some more stuff happened and now I'm okay, very confused, but not as bad. I had a very good week this week, yesterday I went hiking because it is finally warm enough, and it was a very good experience. Not that I haven't been hiking, but it was with my 2 best friends and I felt happy; for a long time now I would get into trouble for being unhappy, and I didn't really realize that I was, it just felt normal, but yesterday I felt so incredible that I realized I am usually unhappy, Which kind of sucks, but I am trying to work on it. I think it is going well. Tomorrow I am going to go to church, something I never do (I am generally disassociated with religion) but I'll see how it makes me feel, maybe try out a few different religions, and see what happens. Also, today, I was at the gas station when I saw a group of furries, and it was cool because I did not really realize that there were any around.




Seeing how it goes,

Nik